monday

Doesnt everyone love it when they go to the Dr.s for a check up and it takes a hour and a half of waiting in the little room and then the nurse says we forgot about you the dr will be right in. I seriously was getting ready to get dressed and bolt out of the door I mean I was supposed to be at work and the only reason I stayed was I need this damn physical to renew my drivers license god damn commercial license. I had a great weekend with April we hung my trail /game camera this weekend were I hunt it was a nice hike out there. I need to spend more time scouting this summer due to the missed opportunities I had last year. I am seriously having a anxiety attack about having the camera unsecured to a tree that thing is worth 170.00 just hanging on a tree, but as april can attest it is going to not so easy finding it, I think. I mean it is like 30 minutes in the woods and is so neatly blended in to the area. I am still filling in at the hospital and hoping to get out of there soon, I have been there for 4 weeks now and am ready to hang myself. I have been getting shot after shot from there, so far 2 for tb and one booster for something and they have drawn blood for lab tests, I know its not bad but this is all for a account I dont want to stay at! I had a dream tonight I think that is why im up at 1 AM I dreamt some one stole my work truck from the driveway so I am all OCD lookin out the window with my flash light in the driveway. Its a real bitch what a scumbag can do to your psychy with breaking into your vehicle.
I have to have more blood drawn this morning for my dr so he can bitch at me for some more stuff. Ha here is a thing he said yesterday, Does your back bother you? Me: Yeah I did break it 3 years ago so yeah I get chronic back pain, Dr: Well you could stand to lose 20 to 30 lbs Me: looking down at my stomach thinking well thanks captain obvious and you should get your stupid ass in the fucking room with in 15 minutes of me being stuck in this assless gown so I can get to lunch and back to work you prick. Dr: Im going to prescribe a hunger suppressant but it is most likely not covered by your insurance. Me: Um ok , thinking well this stupid fucking pill may not be covered oh just another thing I am really going to be able to afford with milk costing more then a gallon of gasoline and the fucking ass raping you get from prescription drugs I think if this pill inst covered under the insurance Im going to go GNC for a hunger suppressant. Well that is the Monday moaning