Monday, March 23, 2009

a little slacking is what your dad is lately

So happy lately, even with the stress of everyday life, I am constantly getting asked to stop working on your room and to take breaks but I want you to have the best nursery ever so I have been balls to the wall no pun intended. I should be able to start slinging mudd on the walls in a day or two. Boy did we get a scare last week about your little condo in your mom, the dumb ass doctor thought that the back door was sagging and that the water in your tub was to full and he said he was afraid to nail the door shut cause the nail could hit your tub jeez. A wonderfull night of sleep I did not get. I have never felt so helpless in my life, I never want to see your mom like that again, or to have to call your gramma and nanna to tell them news like that again. But we got to go to UCONN and get the home inspector to look at your condo, and they said the tub had just enough water and the door was looking good so you hang in there little buddy and we will see you around the 9th of august, once again your dad is horrible about posting so Im sorry.

Monday, February 2, 2009

baby posts

Dear little baby jesus, thank you Ricky Bobby. Baby cashew have you ever wanted to punch someone in the face so bad it hurts???? probably not but when you are born if we have the same obgyn I want you to piss on him. I am tired of losing my PTO that I have been trying to save so I can be home when you are born but it is not working out to well with the bozo always saying come back in 4 days for a test that he cant complete something about you being stubborn like your old man...Do me a favor when you feel him press down on you through your mothers belly flip him off so I can get that songram picture Ill frame it and give it to him
I hope we change soon obgyn's soon. I cant stand a guy that refers to cars the way he did, I forget how he said but I thought you creepy little hairy chested bastard. I am very cranky lately and wish I could get out of the funk I think it is cabin fever in full effect. Well hopefully I can post happier posts comin up and not ask you for so many bad things ...P.S. your mom is brushing her teeth I hear her gagging its 830 pm lol

Monday, January 12, 2009

Our Dr's Appointment

Wow is all I can say about the appointment we had today, Apes was told no more milk then usual and no more OJ then usual. What about calcium he says eat a tums lol. We got to see the baby again it is so amazing it blows my mind. The baby was moving all around then stopped like the baby knew we were watching it is so freaking cool. We saw the umbilical cord and the heartbeat again the arms and legs and the baby's head it was in 2 and 3d wich was cool. I am glad I have been going to these appointments there would be so much i would be missing if I didnt. wow this 9 months is going to take forever.

Saturday, January 3, 2009

no flashy title today

Well April and I have had a fence that is 6 foot tall and about 75 feet long it has been falling down for a few years a giant eyesore, we finally decided to have it ripped down and contracted a fence company to put up a new fence. Well what a nightmare this has been I really thought I would like to look at the fence but I want to rip it down too, I called and complained to the fence company about how straight the fence was not and I then ran a string line from the begining of the fence to a spot where it had to be finshed and the estimator said no problem we will come back out and get the fence closer to the string line well the second trip out to re-do the fence straightened it in spots but they did not follow the fucking string line I am on the fence literally about ripping it down and putting it out at the road and telling them to come get it because trash pick up is on wednesday morning. I do not want them back here and I do not want to pay them the remaining 500 bucks they suck and cant put up a straight line of fence. I literally could have put up a better fence for half the money and it would be straight or I could use the excuse fuck it I do HVAC not fencing.....

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

I figured I should post something

Well your mom has a ticker that says 223 more days till your here, It seems like a damn eternity. I can't believe how cranky your mom is, I know she is goin through changes I think I have been on edge with her lately too. I keep thinking about everything we need to get done around the house. I am going to start peeling wall paper in the nursery and I wanna put down a laminate floor and replace one more door. The fence in the back yard was done today and the fence company doesnt put in straight runs of fence, so Im going to call them tomorrow and let them know its time to come back to straighten the fence at least the two sections that caught my eye. I have also been thinking of getting a second or third shift job to make ends meet. It really sucks being comfortable living a certain way then having to possibly lose a income for a while or get 1/2 of said income back. I dont know. What I do know is Im excited for the baby to come. I am also going to have to admitt as much as I read about fathers that are expecting wondering about their own mortality it has struck me once or twice that April and I are bringing a life into the world that I am going to be responsible for, for the rest of my life or till there 18 lol. Also am I healthy will I live long enough, god I hope nothing happens to me type of thoughts. Or You April. Well thats it for tonight this span'd over two nights so

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Timber




Yesterday, Timber and I went to Fidelco for his puppy class. He missed his first play class due to a mutant straind of fleas, but we prevailed buddy all the bombing and bathing was worth it to see you with your litter mates and to do some obedience training. I was so proud of you, you did everything I asked and didnt whine and whimper. I hope you turn into a great guide dog.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Your 2nd Dr Appt

Well I met your mother at the the Dr's office waited a half hour and then we got into a room. I watched the screen to see if I could see your beating before the Dr pointed it out and zoomed in I was for a moment scared I didnt see it. Im a nervous nellie I geuss. The Dr says everything looks good I am so thankfull for that, Im still wondering wether or not your gonna be daddy's little girl or daddy's little boy. I just hope your healthy. And on a totally different subject we saw the girl that went in before us to the Dr she was only 17 and is 3 months pregnant. I was amazed it is scary for me let alone a baby having a baby. Jeez. Well more to come