I figured I should post something

Well your mom has a ticker that says 223 more days till your here, It seems like a damn eternity. I can't believe how cranky your mom is, I know she is goin through changes I think I have been on edge with her lately too. I keep thinking about everything we need to get done around the house. I am going to start peeling wall paper in the nursery and I wanna put down a laminate floor and replace one more door. The fence in the back yard was done today and the fence company doesnt put in straight runs of fence, so Im going to call them tomorrow and let them know its time to come back to straighten the fence at least the two sections that caught my eye. I have also been thinking of getting a second or third shift job to make ends meet. It really sucks being comfortable living a certain way then having to possibly lose a income for a while or get 1/2 of said income back. I dont know. What I do know is Im excited for the baby to come. I am also going to have to admitt as much as I read about fathers that are expecting wondering about their own mortality it has struck me once or twice that April and I are bringing a life into the world that I am going to be responsible for, for the rest of my life or till there 18 lol. Also am I healthy will I live long enough, god I hope nothing happens to me type of thoughts. Or You April. Well thats it for tonight this span'd over two nights so